The past chapter of my life (surpassing a year now) has been traumatic. I’ve experienced new forms of evil I hadn’t thought possible.
The events I’ve experienced have forced me to acknowledge some things and make changes. One of those things is removing my old posts.
Presuming I stay alive, I will deliver more truths soon that unpacks the reality I face. Right now, though, I don’t have much to show.
I’m still as transparent as before, but I now require others’ bravery to hear my situation. I’m happy to share, even if I don’t know you.
What I’ve Learned
I’m now picking myself up from the hardship and trauma that have come from a plethora of circumstances. My new layers of perception are surreal: I can barely recognize my old value system.
I have discovered a strange discrepancy. This world is far more gracious toward those who can market themselves as victims than those who own their mistakes. It’s simply raw numbers:
- Most people would self-describe as victims than own their mistakes.
- Misery loves company.
I’ve emerged from the other side of this journey with my sanity (mostly) intact. God has defied the odds and broken me only in the places I needed. He has left the redeemable parts mostly undamaged.
What I’m Doing Now
I am presently building about two dozen essays across my four main sites, and, God-willing, will have that done soon.